My family is a common family just as most of the Chinese families do.There are 3 people in my family.That means I'm the only child. Grandpa had 4 chidren totally.And each child has just one kid.That's to say I have 3 cousins,of which 2 are older.My oldest cousin is 9 years older than me. When I was born,he was a kid in primary school already.Maybe this is why he was far away from my life in my opinion. Dad & Mom are busy working.What's more,when I was little Dad used to work in another city and seldom homed.In those days,I did think Dad was a stranger to my childhood. The most familiar male in my child's time was Grandpa who was really an old kind man. I was sent to kidtergarden as old as aged 2.In those good old days,after Grandma took me home,I would be a doggy following Grandpa. When holidays came,I often stayed in bed late.And I always found myself in Grandpa's bed as I opened my eyes,knowing that I slept beside Mom the night before.Then the old Grandfather & the young Grandchild would go to a teahouse to have dim sum for breakfast.It was really a wonderful life~Today,I still didn't know it was who moved me to Grandpa's bed from Mom's.But I'm not figuring out as I want to keep it as a mystery of my childhood. In my memory,Grandpa was wordless but smiling & very kind.He passed away when I was 12.That made my heart broken.But I never think Grandpa's left my life.I know he is somewhere else taking care of me.He's always by my side. He is always by my side.Really! P.S:这是我外教课一个要presentation的assignment~主题是family（家庭）~所以是用英文写的.没什么~很久没有用英文写东西了~如果有错,记得告诉我~ 如果有什么更好的表达，还是要告诉我，我以后能有所进步~thx~guys~!! 只是一些回忆一丝印象而已~真正的感情，是与生俱来的，故中感受你自己最清楚~ 每年清明扫墓，总是我抱爷爷的骨灰下楼上楼，这对我很重要~两年没回去了，不知道是谁抱着我的爷爷了~再过两年，这样的是，不可以再发生了......
还有不到半个小时，就到00：00，我就要22岁了。Happy birthday to me~~~~~~~~ 近段时间，心情总是郁郁的~~~很复杂的感觉。突然很想回到以前，身边有Lulu 有羊咩的日子，从这学期下火车前的一首约定开始，或者这学期就注定很blue~。也许，因为生日临近，总会不自觉地想起以前那些所谓的the old good days，不自觉。同时，又不自觉地开始在等，等一个永远都等不到的人。我控制不了自己，控制不了自己，就如同此刻我控制不了自己的眼泪一样...... 我不知道怎样才可以真正放低，我已经没有刻意去想或去忘记，很自然地、没有意识地便会想起来。曾经，觉得中了陷阱......只是对方也没有得到什么；曾经，觉得受骗......只是若是骗局，怎会觉得幸福；曾经，觉得那是一场梦......只是怎么梦醒之后，还有那么多痕迹表明它是现实。我不知道什么叫放低。已经记不清他的样子，想不起他的声音，忆不起他的味道......偏偏每当想寻求依靠时，首先想到的却是他。
Well,I've been disappeared for a long time~ Where did I go? Sorry to say I just stay in my dorm doing nothing!Really annoying~~~ In fact,I don't want to kill my time by being lost in reverie.But I've no choice~~~ I"ve written down many passages about my recent life~But I don't have a computer to surf to the internet,so I can't file them in my blog. Besides,the computer centre of my school has been closed down.Because my school is going to accept a estimate from the Pro.s of China's Education Systerm.The Heads seem so scare that they did lots of stupid things,including closing down the computer centre~~~My God!It is terrible,isn't it? In another words,I will continue to be disappeared for a time until I get my laptop~~~ Please wait for me~dears~
我又回家了~而且回来很多天了~~~可是,总体感受只有一个---无聊!! 本来打算在广州多玩两天的,最后终究因为受不了我妈那些冷言冷语而回家~~~呃~~~从我18号回家那天算起,我在家一个星期,就足足发了一个星期的霉,看样子,我是还得继续发下去~~~无奈!! 在广州那几天,过得挺开心的~呵呵!头两天回了广商,还在那"骗吃骗喝"了几顿~哈哈~~~~~~第3天,跟一向大癫大肺的Rooroo出去,其实主要目的是让她带我去剪个头发~换个发型,so~~~新年,我是从头开始change...... 然后回家了,只是,在家实在无聊!大部分朋友们都还没放假回家,我都不知道干什么好了~~~每天只好在家睡觉......兴致来时,跑出去把头发染了---现在我头发是---好像是brown~说确切点就是......我不知道!! 之后又是无聊啊无聊~~~很是无奈!!! 正如我说得那样"I've been back home~And I've changed the style & colour of my hair~~But I still find it boring~~~"
~所以我就特意更新一下~然后交谈之中，发现，我把我的blog遗忘了很久、很久、很久... 
）在路上飞奔~看着面前的景象不停地转换，感觉人生其实也就那么一瞬间~~~若干年以后，我变成了我的妈妈~再若干年以后，还不知道自己是否还在人世了~~~ 
我自问没什么演艺细胞，我只是喜欢做我自己。该做的，我会认真做好，就像是听课、做笔记、用点头来给老师反应之流；我觉得不该做的嘛~为了表示配合一下学校，我也会尽量做的，虽然带着很多敷衍性质，这一类占的比率比较多......总的来说，这一周是过得相当的累了！
